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Life of regret

I could burst out laughing,I could rust out longing,I can feel my head pop out,If I don’t stop this endless thoughts.I am in this state of disgrace,Feeling cold, tired and regret,I am not the soul once I sought,Only if I could become the thoughts I once thought.I was known; life ...

Influence

I think I don't know much, and I should learn more.But if I am gonna learn from what others have written or thought, aren't my thoughts then influenced and muddied with someone else’s ideas and views?How do I differentiate my own thoughts from someone else's ideas, if my brain accepts ...

4 Nov, 1826

I got to know more about John Lennon and how his thoughts and ideas were shaped toward a world where everyone could live in peace, I wonder if those were always his thoughts or were they shaped by Yoko maybe they did existed but surfaced more with Yoko. Anyhow it ...

Shitty People

You know, people are selfish and shitty. But we — we're shitty and selfish.-So what’s the difference here?See, people are selfish because they have things to protect, or want things they don’t need — and they’ll do shitty things to get or keep them. That’s what makes them shitty.-And us?We’re ...

Terrariums

There’s this theory I can’t stop thinking about whenever I wonder about where we might have come from. It’s kind of wild, but it’s stuck with me for a while now. The idea is like Terrariums—you know, those little self-sustaining ecosystems in glass jars? They’re pretty fascinating when you think about ...

Empty

Sometimes, I just feel like nothing satisfies me in life. Whatever I do, it just feels like it’s not enough. I end up in this space where everything I try feels empty, like it serves no purpose. It’s draining. I feel fatigued and have no energy to do anything. I ...

Meaning

I always wonder about my purpose to this life. When things go well it doesn't matter much i think to what is your purpose, what are you doing in life, why even bother of going through all the trouble of making things which may not even be their in next ...

Distances

Feeling inseparable, nothing could apart you, nothing could stop you, hundreds of promises, thousands of kisses, a whole life’s plan. Being strangers to each other, feeling remorse, a sense of guilt, overwhelmed by sorrow, a haunting emptiness, the once vibrant connection reduced to a nothing. The bonds that once seemed unbreakable, now ...