I got to know more about John Lennon and how his thoughts and ideas were shaped toward a world where everyone could live in peace, I wonder if those were always his thoughts or were they shaped by Yoko maybe they did existed but surfaced more with Yoko. Anyhow it does somewhat resembles with the thoughts I have and the ideas I get. A world where there isn’t any boundaries nor religion. To be honest I am not against any religion or of faith of any people, I find it very beautiful and absurd at the same time.
There are people who have spent their lives devoting themselves towards God and I am not talking about priest or any Guru or any of that kind but the people on the roads of Vrundavan(where I have been) or anywhere living their lives on the holy grounds, bearing all the harsh summers and winters with a hungry stomach, doing no harm to one another just believing truly from their hearts and devoting themselves. And even if I had the proof of God’s non existence I won’t go to them and say ‘hey you know what God dosnt exist, your life sucked’. No, that’s not the right thing, you can’t just tell a man that their life has been a waste or it didn’t had any purpose, let those poeple live and be in peace. They are doing no harm. And anyhow they are in much more peace than many of us, even if they are living a lie. When I look at these people, their devotion, the goodness of their hearts and only want for one thing. I get speechless to even think they could be wrong. I wonder if I am wrong, maybe I am but I just can’t justify it with the little I know. I can’t say a hundred percent if God dosen’t exists or any such being but I am unable to wrap my mind around why would someone do such a thing, even if I had a million reason I am not sure that I would create a world of beings and let them loose for whatever the reason be. It just dosent justifies my nature of thoughts.
Coming back though to a free world, I had heard his songs a few years ago but they didn’t really provoked such thoughts then. Maybe I have developed a few more tiny neurons in my little brain but its just moments like this i find everything around me just absurd, what am I doing, what everyone’s doing, where are we going.
I don’t know, we don’t know, there is no clear answer, maybe I am asking too much. I will just shut for now but only for now.
